When Iâ€™m not stressed I am an amazing boyfriend and can take any comment from her without a problem. Itâ€™s amazing! But when I have some sort of stress, shell say something I disagree with and what feels like a cloud of anger builds up in my chest. The second she says another thing I disagree with I just lose it in an uncontrollable feeling of blind rage and in the end I feel guilty and depressed about everything that Iâ€™ve done to her when she doesnâ€™t deserve any of it. I have trouble sleeping just replaying in my head the things I did and said.