I am convinced that i have OCD, but no one believes me. My family thinks i'm just exaggerating, and my therapist is only beginning to believe me. I tell my therapist about it every time i see her, and she said the things i do are 'very OCD'. I have to constantly bold my writing, close doors numerous times, put things back a certain amount of times, align random objects that i notice aren't straight in my room, among many other things i don't have time to write down. She says however, that i have to try and stop doing these things and if i can't we'll have to get more serious. I try and stop, but the urge to carry out these habits is sometimes too strong, and it's very frustrating. I don't want to come out and ask her to put me on some sort of medication, because i don't want her thinking I'm just looking to have something wrong with me or that I'm just being a hypochondriac or that i want to be on medicine, because truthfully, I'm afraid of being on medicine. But I'm so confused and i don't know what to do. Please help!